miss you...

Sorry sa lahat ng nagawa ko... sa lahat ng sakit na ibinigay ko sa iyo.. Lam ko nman madalas tayo hindi nagkakaunawaan... at nagaaway pero sana kahit na ganun.. hindi nagbabago ang pagmamahalan natin sa isa't isa... ui.. hehehe.. miss na miss na tlga kita!! super!! hahaaha!! I love you!!!

Hehehe....

I was wondering what friends are really for...

Sometimes.. I like being with them after all of what happen..

Sometimes.. I can't stand them being with others..

A lot of sad things have happen...

Time let me see everything...

But I wish time could stop... If only...

So we can stay like this forever.. but I know that is impossible...

MInna!!! Ang dami nangyari noh.. maya-maya... napansin ko na lang parang nagkakahiwalay tayo... then maya-maya na lang hindi na tayo ganun kaclose.. hindi masyado nagsasabihan... iba-iba na mga kasama natin... iba na rin ang nakikita ko iniiyakan nyo... at hinihingan ng tulong... Kailan ba lahat tayo magkakaayos..? Kailan ba lahat tayo babalik sa dati nating pagsasamahan..?  Hindi na ba? Nawala na ba ang mga times na naging bestfriends tayo..? I know na hindi ganun nawawala ang lahat ng memories... Na kahit na parang nagkakalayo tayo.. Ganun pa rin yung gusto natin maibalik sa dati.. pero ang di ko alam bakit? bakit hindi maibalik sa dati.. kung lahat naman tayo gusto ibalik sa dati? anong kulang? pagtitiwala? un ba? sana hindi dahil alam ko na may tiwala tayo sa isa't isa sana hindi ako nagkakamali...

It hurts...

I hate it...
What's going on..?
I don't understand...

If they can be with you anytime...

Why can't I...?
If they can talk to you freely...
Why can't I...?
If they can hug you...
...comfort you...

wipe your tears...
...anytime
Why can't I..?

I hate it...
...this feeling...

Why are they pushing me away from you?
All of them...
It hurts...
I just wanted to be with you...
That's all...
Is it so wrong to wish for that..?
Maybe... Yes...
Because that's what everyone wants me to feel...
Right...?

I've been holding back this pain for so long....
I've been holding the tears that keep falling...
I've been confronting those who keep pushing me to this pain...
Because...
I know...
and I believe...
You'll always be by my side....

Minna Daisuki!!!!

Namimiss ko na ung mga samahan nming lima.... lahat ng mga memories na nagawa nmin... Sana lahat ng iyon maulit... For some reason... I think it's because of us... two... Biglaan na lng.. ou... bglaan n lng... npansin ko ngkakahiwlay n kmi... ayw ko un... hindi n sya katulad ng dti... hnd katulad dti na...lgi kming sbay papunta sa canteen... lgi kming mgkasama khit saan... sa palm tree.... sa banyo... sa pagiikot... pero ngaun... hindi na.... ano b tlga ngyri..? yan lgi kong tntnong sa srili ko... ang lungkot... tngin ko nmn masaya sila khit d kmi ksma.... pro alm ko rin na... may pain sa likod ng mga smiles na un... kming tatlo... gs2 nmin complete kming anim... mas masaya pg gnun... namimiss ko na lht ng samahan nmin... at kulitan... asaran... hehehe... ung kambal ko... dti lgi yan tumtwag khit gbi na... namimiss ko na rin n twgin nya kong kambal... knina lng... hnd nya ko tnwg n... kambal... ngbye ako d nya ko pnansin... kambal... namimiss ko na kaw... ung lhat ng mga kulitan ntin at iyakan...hehehe.... darz... lirz!!! khit di ko kau gnun kaclose!!! miss na miss ko na kau!!! ung mga twanan ntin... sana mgksma lhat ulit tau!!!at mgkwentuhan!!! sa totoo lng.. lgi ko kaung... tnitingnan.. at pngmamasdan... at natutuwa ako na.. nkikita ko kaung ngumingiti... at somehow... i'm trying to hold back my tears.... sana kmi rin nandun sa tbi nyo... miss na miss na nmin kau... ito rin si jen.... at lalo na c ren... dhil s mga ngyri.... mas lalo taung ngkakahiwalay... ayaw ko nang gnun.... ayaw ko na may wall... at division... sa group ntin...ui... minna...!!! gs2 ko lng mgsorry!!! at gs2 ko one day!!! na lhat kau bumisita sa bhay ko!! at mgcreate ng bgong memories!!! miss na miss ko na kau.... sana mgbti n taung lhat!!! at bumalik sa dti.... MINNA DAISUKI!!!

learning...

Band: Silent Sanctuary
Song: Kismet
Album: Fuschiang Pag-Ibig
Sarvjit8@yahoo.com

Intro: G-Em-C
G-Em-C

G
Didn't mean to take you for granted
Em                        C
Didn't mean to show I don't care
G
Didn't mean to throw away this
Em
once in a lifetime of chance
C
Being with you

Chorus:

Em
And I'll drive for 2 hours
D/F#
to bring Butterfingers
G                G/B
I don't mind the distance
C         D
this Kismet's a dance
G
This time I surrender

My everything forever
Em
Life doesn't matter
C
just our souls together

G
Pride no longer has room in me
Em                     C
On bended knees in public I cry
G
Your name for everyone to know
that I love you
Em                        C
I love you, please hear me now

Repeat Chorus:

Instrumental: G-Em-C (4x)

Repeat Chorus:

...

I don't want to be in a place...
Where there are no memories of you...
nor any sign of you...
As if you've never exist to begin with...

I can't imagine living my everyday life in that kind of place...
It's sad...
...painful

I can't imagine standing at the middle of the street...
... searching for nothing

I can't imagine sleeping at night...
... without hearing your voice...

I don't know what to do...
For my heart...
without you...
it's so difficult to smile...

I was gazing at the streets...
Wandering if I can see your shadow...

I am talking...
... I am smiling
I am so stupid...
for telling this stories to nobody...

...I cried...

are those memories...
just an imagination...?
...I asked myself....